Adrenaline Headbang

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 17:41:07 GMT

Roooight, this journal is now EXTINCT. Yup, that is correct. I shall catch y'all on the flipside.

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 09:29:25 GMT

Holy SHIT I am ill.

And I have to go on a lovely drive to Dudee which is a gazillion miles away to get my ~~muscle car~~ VW Polo. It's gonna be so great... but gay at the same time, 'cause I might sneeze at the wheel, crash into a tree and be blown up. Seriously, the only car I'd be happy dying in is something sliiiightly faster. Then I'd be just like Mr Jimmy Dean. Rock.

Much lub. Ryan. *snort*

P.s. I've messed up my journal after playing around with the colours =D It needs rescueing methinks.

P.P.s. Do VW Polos reduce your sperm count like regular polos do? I fecking hope not.

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 12:58:25 GMT

*yawn yawn* Hurrah for saturday. I woke up at 9:30 for some odd reason, even though my head is full of the cold. I'm now tired already, but I think a road trip with Latino Mark is on the cards. Sweet.

The landrover is being sold today, so that's kinda lame... but my folks are buying a VW Polo which I can use, so that is going to be shit hot.

So what have my lovely :LJ friends been up to? All gravy I hope? I'm bored senseless, while my arse has left a permanent indent on the chair =/ *cough cough* Goodbye breathing through my nose.

Ok, I'm going to eat now. Hungraaay. peace outski.

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 14:39:12 GMT

Passed. Hoho.

I feel the fire tonight

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 17:51:17 GMT

Hmm, quick update from the Life of Ryan time methinks.
So what have I been doing? Getting ready for my driving test in 2 days, listening to some mighty mighty music, and generally arsing about (haha believe me, that will never ever change). It's been very strange that everyone on my friend list has been cutting people a lot lately. I thought about doing the same, when it occured to me...
"Hold the fuck up Ryan... you have about 4/5 LJ friends anyway. You can't afford to get rid of any"
So yes. The good news is, EVERYONE made my LJ cut. Which is stupid, because it isn't even friends only (Can't exactly blame me, when was the last time you saw anything remotely meaningful in this trashy literature?) If my Livejournal was a book, it'd be a fuckin page turner. But y'know... there might be hidden meanings in it... sometimes =/

So yes. I'm alive. And doing fine. More partying tonight. I am going to be fucking DEAD come Monday.

Stay groovy.

What does the F.T.W. stand for?

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 17:28:52 GMT

Well life's been slowly going from high to low lately. The slow suckage of school set in, there's no music in my life, I barely even talk to Lewis these days, JC's too busy, computer sucks, I'm failing, I'm not creative anymore, I actually almost cried for the first time in years the other night, I quit too easily, aaand... insert a bunch more in >here<

Hmm, the comment icon on my LJ's friends page never actually changed. Ever. I like that though =)

Cheer up Ryan.

The beating of your heart baby...

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 00:48:19 GMT

I don't know what to do with you, 'cause you don't know what you do to me...

Favourite lyrics ever. it's been god knows how long since I ~~listened to~~ tolerated any music with some sort of... *choke* depth.

I've also discovered a love for dancing like a crazy man along the streets and darkened country roads =D

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 14:53:50 GMT

Woow, it's been way over a month since I last signed this thing. That's very strange. Time certainly flies, eh?
Yeah, I don't have much that's happened to me... passed all my exams, driving test in a while, bored out of my skull, and I've turned into a grumpy middle aged man. It's true. I'm exactly the same as the dudes on the BBC 2 documentary. Haha.

So yeah, I'm back at school taking the most fucking awful subjects ever (Video/media???) I just hope I get into Uni first time around =/

So yeah... I'll try and update slightly more than once a month... Promise.

Stay groovy ladies and gentlemen. Ry

Yo

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 22:09:32 GMT

So why is depression the new fashion?
Is it fun to be sad?
Would things not be easier if you just sucked it up and dealt with it like a freakin adult?
Hard to realise it's not the end of the world?
Impossible to not suck everything around you into your negativity?
Slightly difficult to be pleasant?

Yeah... I thought so.

Anyway, my pc and my creativity bone are broken. If you don't see any posts at all in a while, it's because I have decided to ditch the internet in attempt to salvage some artistic sense.

Text me: 07834546668 if you are bored. I know I will be.

News at summat past midnight.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:39:43 GMT

- Ryan has a job. He is working in Scummerfields and has his induction is on Friday at 2.30pm. If you wish to come to the Montrose branch and witness this dynamo in action, feel free. But you'd better fucking buy something. I recommend the cookies.
- Ryan's band AllNightLong has a drummer at-long-last. He is known only as McD, and aparently can play rather well. Sadly, he lives far away, so will struggle to reach practices until Ryan passes his driving test.
- Ryan loves School of Rock. He rented it tonight, and has christened it the best feel good film EVER. Now he recommends you rent it or buy it for the good of your smile.
- Ryan bid ye good night.

Oh mercy.

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 20:28:25 GMT

Yay, my computer is fixed. I'm also heavily bored because of the summer holidays. Can anyone suggest something for me to fill in the time during the next 5 weeks of dull-ness?

Do something about it idiot.

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 00:08:28 GMT

Time I actually started writing down my thoughts as well as my actions. That is what journals are for after all. I think.

So anyway, this weekend I decided what is wrong with me. I am currently good-as-unemployed. From 12 o'clock on Wednesday I have finished the school year and am plunged into six weeks of summer holiday-ness. This sounds great, and I guess to some extent it is. Yet I can't help shaking the feeling that it is a total waste. And it dawned on me yesterday what was wrong. I need some fucking challenges. I gone from working at 100 miles an hour in the run up to exams to doing the shittest subjects at school possible. They are mind numbingly boring and are worthless (apologies to anyone planning on making a living out of Video/media. You are going to have a shit life).
So a few things I hope to have achieved before the end of the holidays:

First and foremost, I'm gonna take up some bleedin excercise. My beer belly has made my jeans uncomfortable for too damned long. So hopefully I can take up a regular regime of running and gym-work. it won't be exciting, but the results will be worth it, and most importantly, its gonna be DIFFICULT =D

Second, I'm gonna get a job. It'll be remedial, but that's what I need. Something that makes me some mullah, and gives me some work experience. I've had enough of scrounging off my mum and dad.

I'll get more sociable. A girl said to me the other day that she noticed I didn't go out much. I didn't really have a reply. it's sad that I've become a hermit and I know it. I have loads of friends out there, so I need to pay 'em all more attention. It's healthy =P

I am going to invest more time in the band and get everyone else motivated too. We had a practice the other day and it fucking ruled. We sat about writing a song and drinking cups of tea, even though the bloody drummer didn't show. it was just simply great fun. We have shibby ideas and all share a desire to get back up on stage and give it another go, so I say we fucking do it.

I'll learn to paint, finish learning to drive, get better at writing, read a lot more, use the internet less, drink less beer and eat better. Those are sort of little things, but I plan to fulfill at least a few of those goals.

Hmmm, this is pretty strange for me. I usually hate giving myself goals, but I guess these are all easily achievable if i put my mind to it. And they're all gonna be difficult in their own particular way.

So... this is where I get off. Adios.

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 21:02:46 GMT

Ok... you wanted it, so here it is...

...My New Hair.

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 16:38:52 GMT

Hmm... I no longer have long curly hair. It's true. I popped into the barbers and got it all cut off =D
So, now it's very short, and a lot darker, and I can hear the air moving when I run. harhar. And you can see my devilishly attractive ears. Rarr.

( ( ) <---arse. Harhar.

Sun, 30 May 2004 12:36:31 GMT

Wow... Big Brother is still shit. What-a-surprise.

I hope their freakin' house caves in.

Oh yes?

Sun, 23 May 2004 16:39:34 GMT

Today has been very very cool =)
Great weather. Sunny as hell itself. So yeah, me and my grandad decided to go for a driving lesson... a 2 and a half hour one to St Andrews *thumbs up* It was bloody boiling in that car, but it was fun. And when we got to destination 'B' I had a lovely time ogeling the pretty girls (even though my grandad said I wasn't allowed to).

So yes... I have decided if at all possible I'm going to St Andrews. It looks so cool. And yeah... thousands of clever, good looking girls =P And not forgetting the wonderful education... *cough*

So also, I bought the new Ash and Morrissey cds (both excellent) and am now going to relax at home for the rest of the day, unless Mr lewis (blackout boy) gives me a ring.

Shibby.

Sun, 16 May 2004 18:54:39 GMT

Blood hell... it is too fucking HOT

Fri, 14 May 2004 19:06:18 GMT

Well, today's exam was ENGLISH. And I must say: It wasn't too bad =) I'm pretty sure I at least passed, and y'never know, I could get a B or even an A. Hard to say.

But YES, me and Lizzy made frieeends again, so I'm trés happy tonight. I have missed Miss Lizzy. *waves rather frantically at Lizzbeff* I should like... make her a present because she's lovely.

But so anyway, another WEEK 'til my next exam. maths. Yuck. Buuut, that's lots of time to prepare and mooch about the exam being all student-like. I'm raather good at that.

But anyways, catch y'all later you lovely people you *sexual pointing*

Wed, 12 May 2004 15:58:22 GMT

Bloody hell... I didn't realise Scotland was supposed to get this hot. if this goes on much longer the shetland isles will melt or something =/
Haha yeaah, I have just finished 5th year at school *fuckyes* Now for the small task of doing the freakin exams. Oh what fun that will be.

Other news: First driving lesson on Monday. Alriiight.

Buh?

Mon, 10 May 2004 20:31:23 GMT

Hello Livejournal. Byebye Livejournal.

My sisters party is afoot...

Sat, 01 May 2004 18:47:17 GMT

Argh, the party has begun! I need to make sure this runs very smoothly. Wish me luck, I might not make it...

ooooooo memories

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 20:54:59 GMT

Post a memory you have of me in a comment.

Then, of course, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you

Everything's too cold... but you're so hot

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 20:41:48 GMT

Well... today was a bit strange.

Woke up... was fine. Mum was going in late, so I get a lift to school. Fab.
We all have a laugh at JC's nose double (picture on my telephone). Oh how we laughed. Then we got to form and it hit me that I was deeply saddened by... something. No idea what. I got pissed off with everyone and was a mopey shit all the way through art (the 'american kid' was on hyper-overdrive mouth-speed. That guy's voice penetrates your skull by violating your ears), and maths. Then... Ryan cheers up. Dunno why. Chemistry has that effect? I very-much-think-not.

But yeah, I'm glad I was happy by English, because I'm top of the class at creative writing (hire me!) and we read a saucy short story! Mr Shanks (what a guy) just made fun of it all the way through, so it was impossible to take it seriously *ah memories*
Got a driving lesson booked for 17th May! I know it's far away, but it turns out nearly every 17 year old wants to learn to drive around now. Hmmf. Well, good job I can already drive, so he'll think i'm shithot.
And now I need entertaining. Cue lots of song downloading and a good bit of chattering. Who could say no to a bit of that?

Fuckit like you love it x

Dead Disco

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 15:41:52 GMT

Blimey, it's not 'alf 'ot mum.

School was a fecking pressure cooker, and now I am in a rather sleepy state (heat does that to me?)
I'm now gonna be rather bored all night and that shall do me. I can't really be arsed with much else.

I have been busy designing a tattoo for my good friend Latino Marks girlfriend laura. So far it ain't going too bad. I've got some ok designs, but nothing im quite happy with yet.

Probably post later. Maybe something fun will happen by then.

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 17:04:57 GMT

"Hmmm" thought Ryan, "I think it's time to optically bother my LJ amigos again"

"Oooh, I can take random pictures of myself forafuckinlaugh" discovered the Hobbt-child

Mmmm, that's some damnfine closeup (complete with spots)...

"Argh! How could I be mean enough to torture the good people of Livejournal with these pictures?" Ry sobbed to himself (he was a caring hobbit after all)

...so nobody could explain why he posted a lovely extra big one at the end. Damn you Ryan!

Thee Freakin' End